They just being the same

Honestly, eversince I'm having Khairi in my life, I've become popular as days goes by. I mean I hate being asked around. I thought all my poly friends especially the guys, are not that kaypo about my personal life but no, they kept asking me a very common qns. I hate when being asked around like where did I go with my boyfriend, what did I do with him. BLAH BLAH BLAH. And sometimes, they just not asked qns but they commented about him. I hate people who don't know anythng about my bf started to judge. They judge here and there and expect me to agree? Sometimes, I kept quiet and dare not say anything as Khai advised me before to just smile and keep quiet.

Idk if they are being jealous or being cool, but whenever I'm with them, they started to irritates me with these qns and they also judge. Ok, I know, I'm not that pretty and I'm not that girly to their eyes but I have my pride ok. You said, What my bf sees in me? I got hurt actually. But I don't really care about that actually. I just don't like them talking bad things about my bf enough said.

Judge me if you want but don't ever judge him like you people actually know him. You people can actually buzz of and mind your own business. -.-" LIKE SERIOUSLY. Thank god the girls in my class are not that "laser" like the guys. The world has change already.

I'm sorry, but I'm not going to let him join you guys in any outing. I'm not going to bring him along to meet you guys. No way. I'm not gg to let him think that you people are actually stupid. NO. When I said, no means no and they can't forced me.

If it's meant as a joke, I'm sorry you people are actually lame. LAME. I'm only tell the story to one of the girls only and not to you guys. Maybe to one of the guys also. They suck my blood like nobody business. And to my partner I think you should stop looking tru at my msg between me and my bf. SERIOUSLY. -.-"

To my dearest K, I miss you so much. :(

Reminisce the past

Was reading my old blog yesterday and it really brought me to tears. Truthfully, I'm still hurt of what happened 2 years ago. The word slut and fucked still lingering inside my mind. I don't understand how someone can be so immature to call me like that. How can I not hate him? He's just a guy with a grudge. And friends who know about,I hate him, think that I'm holding grudges at him. I don't hold grudges at people easily. But to the extend calling me names, is just so rude. *shrug*

Now, I appreciate things I have today. Firstly, my family who' been there for me throughout my sad years. 2ndly, my friends. My good friends. 3rdly, my boyfriend. Until now, I still can't believe that I'm actually having a boyfriend who was my classmate during ITE days. Haha. Very funney but I'm in love with him since he accompanied me to throw away my stupid ring somewhere near and he's the one who advised me a lot of things back then. Thank you very nice,sir. ;)

Why would I worry? Why would I be sad? Ever since, he's here, I kept on smiling and I am happy now. Alhamdulilah. I'm going to cherish everything. I just heart youuuu. :)

I Heart You

Cause you always makes me smile even when I'm sad, tired or cranky.
Cause I've been in love with you ever since the 'Chinese Garden talk' 2 years ago.
Cause whatever thing you do, you do it sincerely.
Cause you accept me of who I am and not based on the appearance.
Cause you always been there for me when I need you.
Cause you are apple of my eye.
Cause I just love you...
Sincerely, Nur Haslinda.