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• The one who always nagged at me when I don't want to sleep at night. 
• The one who will finished up my unfinished meals. 
• The one who will kiss my tudung instead of my cheeks/forhead. 
• The one who will smile shyly when I know that he's just so sweet. 
• The one who will whisper to my ears that he loves me.
• The one who will comfort me to make me feels better.
• The one who loves to annoy me.
• The one who will pinch my arms and my cheeks and will "geram sendiri"

Yes, that's my boyfriend. Hey dear, I love you so much. Please don't smile to yourself cause I'm not there to say you are cute when you are blushing! Thank you for everything and especially for today. It was just great. <3 <3 <3

Mobile Communication

It is so awkward to see that blogger has a new interface. So much serious and I feel so weird. HAHA. Ok, Anw, Hello Wednesday! Guess what? I am not schooling today but I find this time a precious one because I can go and have my own personal time besides dating and stuffs. :D

Let me talk about Mobile Communication. This is the module that I have to take and I find it interesting because it is more about phones and how they make it working. I don't understand why many people doesn't like this module. All they can say is because there too many formulas to remember. Well, if you study smart for it, you can achieve it. They keep on complaining that this is hard. I can help, if they need my help. I always help them. Yesterday, this brain is about to crack when the teacher go through with us about converting dBm to Watts. Absolute value formula and so on and so forth. Interesting. I just love to calculate.

In this module, you need to pair up with someone to do research, powerpoint and do report writing for another country. I don't know who to choose for my group but I don't mind anyone except he/she can do the work. So, Umamah asking me if we can can be partners and all I can say is sembarang. So my first group mate for this semester will be Umamah. I hope this guy can do his work and please, I hate to chase him to do work. To do work. Well I will. I chose the country and tadaaaa, we will be researching for Malaysia's fixed lines and cellular network. *winks* Hopefully, we can work this thing together.

Alright, timecheck is 12:46PM and I have to get ready now for something. :D Meeting my bf later for a quality time together. I missed him so much and I know he missed me too but more than me. :) See ya later, honey.

1st Day of school

First day of school and people around me said I have a sleepy eyes. Ahem, school started at 12pm and ends at 4pm today. I dragged my feet to school and boy, so many unfamiliar looking faces around me. All are my freshies and my juniors. Ouh well, the feeling of being a senior in the school is kind of awesome. Walk around at the school compound like a boss. :D But I bet the people around me also don't give a damn about me cause when I walked around, I don't really like to see people. *shrug* Jalan menonong aje.

Brought back 2 books. Mobile Comm and Career Comm book. I'm more interested in Mobile Comm cause there's calculation and I love calculation. But I'm afraid that this brain cannot calculate anymore. It's been months since I calculate things like that. Wow. I don't know about the other few modules. It will be more of a networking type of studies. I love it. Eversince ITE, networking is the best. Siapa mahu layan codings2 programming2 segalak?! Pfft. I hope I can really study and pass all my modules. I tak nk lah confident sgt cause tahap kelazyness aku nie mcm da rabak. HAHA. Ok, why do I sound so minah here? Hmm. Anw, I will concentrate more and get distracted less.

I need to get new smartphone before the guys in my class talk about NOKIA here and there cause I'm the only soul in the group who is still using NOKIA. Since I'm learning about mobile communication bla bla bla, I must get my smartphone fast. LOL. :D

My bf was such a pot pet pot pet just now. But I still love him though. :) <3

"Ah tu lah dier pandai, degil tapi masih boleh ckp, tapi awak sayang saya kan?" -BF-

Timetable

Woke up in the morning yesterday and straightaway checked my timetable for my very last semester. Yeayman, I'm happy with my timetable! :D No school on Wednesday and ouh well as usual, self-declare holiday for Fridays. :) The best and awesome thing is that, I don't have to wake up as early as 515am everyday for school. Monday and Tuesday, I'll start school at 12pm and ends at 4pm for Monday and 3pm for Tuesday. Thursday gonna be a longggg day. Starts school at 9am and ends at 5pm. Ouh well. Gotta chiong for our final semester and we're done! :) Although, I kind of lazy to travel. I wish I have bike.

Anw, thank you boyfriend for getting my craving fulfilled. A sudden craving for masala thosai and I got it yesterday. We had a late lunch over at Tekka Market and I had my thosai and he had his briyani. It was delicious especially when he fed me the briyani with his hand. Hehe. Ahh melting. *blush* So after that, accompany him do his RJ and quiz and we're done for the day. I missed him now. I don't know when can we get to meet like that again. Never get tired or bored when he's around. Never! I just love him, the way he is. Fullstop. :)

Hey, I'm a Girl

Who say being a girl is so easy?
Who say being a girl their job is to shop using their spouse's money?
Who say being a girl and their job is to complain here and there?
Let me tell you this, being a girl is so not easy as many of the guys that I know think.

We girls, have to fight for the menses cramp for every month and this cramp I tell you is not like me having a leg cramp. It is more likely to have your stomach being stabbed like so many times. I admit, this is the worst menses cramp ever. I never had this kind of menses cramp before and what happened today was really a painful one. I swear I feel like fainting. I swear I feel so so weak to even sit up straight. So this why, when girls having her period, please please don't make her pissed off cause she can really get really mad dealing with the cramp and at the same time the people who making her pissed off. It is not easy being a girl. Having been said that, it's ok to have menses cramp as long as you know that you are having a period and thank god you are not pregnant. Heh.

Boyfriend wanted to meet me after school just now(his first day of school today :)) and I'm sorry for not being able to meet him because of my cramp. I can't even walk to the kitchen to make a hot drink for myself. And in the end took a power nap from 4 till 8pm. I might as well go back to sleep right? In order to make the cramp subside, I used one big pillow and one thick comforter and place it on top of my stomach to feel the warm. I got this tips from 3R, if you watched this talk show about girls. So yeah, alhamdulilah, the cramp really subsided.

So guys, please understand how the girls feel when they are having period. It's only menses period, we still need to go through delivery of baby and I don't want to think about it. It's just. Painful.

Your Choice

You ca be happy. You can be sad. It's up to you. It's your choice. But when the same guy keep hurting your feelings and yet you still contacting him, what you called that? A friend? A tanya-khabar-type of friend? My arse. -.-" Come on, he's the type who cannot see you being so happy with another guy. A year ago, you and another guy, what he did? He snatched you back and after that, he dumped you and go for another girl. I find it irritating because I was there when you need me. I was there when you cried for helped. And whatever advise, I know you won't listen to me. Why, because you still contacting with him.

After a year, when you are happy with another guy, yet he dumped that girl and wanted to contact you back. And you still layankan him and make urself stress? Come on girl, you have brain and you have feelings, why can't you use that brain of yours and ignore him for once? You won't die if you don't want to reply him right? It's his loss not yours. He's trying to snatch you back and history will repeat itself again. I'm just so so angry when I got to know that you still contacting BACK to him. Ape, dia da takde perempuan, dia cari kau? Lepas tu senang2 dia buang kau mcm gitu? Mcm tissue? Senang dpt? Perangai tak ubah mcm arghh, geram!

Well, I don't want to interfere anymore. I don't want to see you stress because of one pathetic childish guy who will never learn his lesson. No, you should learn your lesson. I'm worried. I know you too well. I'm worried you ditched Charizard and go back with that Bastard and with his sweet talks (mulut serupa mcm longkang) and all that, I'm sure you will fall for him yet again. Please girl, get your brain working for once. I know what type of a guy is this guy is. This is why, I'm worried. I love you so much, but with you contacting him back, I'm not surprise lah eh. Seriously.

I pray that you will know which guy is good for you and which guy is not. Da bye.

You calm me

I'm such a sentimental person. I treasured and appreciate every little things that was given by someone whom I love a lot. I treasured my own things which I bought using my own moolahs. But once it lost or broken, I'll get sad. Just like my heart. It is so fragile to handle and once broken, everything gonna be change.

Firstly, I am very angry to get to know about my headphone. Until now, the stupid people in-charge haven't call me yet to update me about my faulty headphone. 2 months already leh. How can I be that patience? Somemore, it is under warranty and they should just like give me the new one instead of finding the spare part of my headphone. I bet the spare part will not going to be last long. Trust me. I need my headphone before school reopen. -.-" Such a bummer.

Secondly, my favorite bangle given by my bf snapped in front of him just like that. I'm just so sad. Now my wrist felt so empty. Really empty. I need that. I need that on my wrist.

Thirdly, I've been thinking a lot and the past came creeping into my mind slowly and I teared. I'm scared. Really scared it gonna happened again. I don't want to think about my past but it came and I can't help it but to cry. Trust. It is hard to earn someone's trust but when it's broken, that's it. I trust my boyfriend. I trust my instinct. But I hate the voice inside me. The "bisikkan syaitan"

The moment he knew that I cried. The moment that he knew that I need him, he calmed me down. I don't care if there's no words from him, all I want is him, just by my side listening to my whining. Maybe because I bottled up whatever I feel by myself. I did not share this to anybody. Not even to my bf until I explode. I'm sorry. He was there when I need him and I know he will be there when I need him. I thanked him for loving me, for being there and for the words to cheer me up. :')

The most important thing was the straw. You know, I know. How can I not love this annoying bf of mine? Geram.

Genting Day 1-4

It was my very first holiday trip with friends and I hope, I can have another trip with my good friends next time. Insyaallah.

From 8 people to 7 people to be exact. Just the 5 guys and including me, 2 girls. The trip went well, we took WTS coach which went by the Second link and to be frank, I love 2nd link because the Q isn't that long like at Woodlands Checkpoint. Save time and save energy.

On the first day before we even departed, it was raining cats and dogs with thunder and lightning. Wooo, it was scarry. The coach left the place at exactly at 615am and it took us like few minutes to settle down inside the bus. Ouh boy, it was cold. There were only two pittstop for us to buy breakfast and another was to let us do our business. From Singapore to Genting, it took us about 5hours to reach there. The place was so beautiful with fogs and more fogs as we went up. It was raining there and it was super cold when we opened our mouth there's fog and we went jakun. LOL. Our hotel was the First World Hotel and we get the 2nd highest level and I can see mountains after mountains and just a tiny road. It was mesmerising. :) Once we settle down and got our room we put our bag and get ready for lunch. Nothing much on the first day. Just photo taking session and have our very late lunch over at Pizza Factory. It was yummeh. Night time, we played bowling and I thought I was at the club. They on the music and I can't even hear myself ok. We had fun. Night time, we slack at Starbucks to get myself a hot chocolate and get free Wi-fi to check on my twitter. As usual. :D

Second Day, we went down to Kuala Lumpur to shop. Just imagine we went there from 10am till 930pm. We went Sungei Wang, Central Market, Petaling Street and back to Sungei Wang to shop till our feet feels like jelly. It was tiring day and our dinner was from Subway and yes, it was delicious! I want subway again! :D Back in the hotel, had our late dinner and bang, slept like there's no tomorrow. ZZZZ.

Third Day, Genting Theme Park which I thought gonna be exciting but nah, it was such a disappointment. Like seriously. The only thing that was really scary was the Space Shot ride. I took it once and that's it. Enough. The roller coaster and some rides was closed due to maintenance. My mood went down slowly and night time, they played bowling again I was like "what the f?" AGAIN. Not feeling well and I almost vomitted while on the way back to our room. I'm shagged and tired and day 3 was the most boring night ever. -.-"

Day 4, The last day. Packed our bag,check out and off to Sunway Lagoon by taking the cable car. We reached Sunway Lagoon at 12pm and we only have few hours before we need to get change and back took bus from there back to SG. The first ride was the Go Kart. 2nd we took ATV, ATV, the best experience ever and I bang onto the tress and it was so funney. Haha. Next we took flying fox and nah, it was not that high lah. I can managed it. Took The viking and it was a 360 degrees viking. We took that 2 times and by the 2nd time we felt nothing actually. Chey action lah. Next, we tried on the Terminator. It's a laser something. You kill the opponent by using laser and it was so tiring cause you have to run to get away from the enemy. :P Scream Park was for me ok lah. The ghost trying to scare us but for me, I didn't feel anything until I saw pochong. Nie case kurang ajar tau. I didn't even look at the dummy pochong. LOL. I am very scared of pochong and I don't know why. :P After that, POOL! My favourite since the place was scorching hot and now I'm having sunburrn. Uncool. :P

By 6pm, we're we're off back to SG. The coach that we took was Aeroline and I swear, it was the most convenient coach ever. They provide us with dinner and also hot drinks. I took hot chocolate lah. Yummeh. :D Reached Singapore at around 11pm plus and they dropped us at Harbour Front and thank you to my sweet bf for fetching me after my 4 days of absence. We took cab home and my parents thanked him for fetching me till wee hours. All I can say is, Alhamdulilah, i'm back safely from 4 days 3 nights trip. :D

Hiatus for 4 days

In less than 12 hours, I'm off to Genting. I need this holiday because I really need it. After donkey years, this will be my 3rd time heading for a short getaway. I am excited but at the same time sad for leaving my bf for 4 days. Ouh well, I hope I really really hope I can find a handphone shop for me to buy their prepaid card so that I can contact with my parents especially and him.

4 days. I hope this holiday trip will go on very smoothly as planned eventho there are a lot of problems occurring before. Doa-doa agar aku dan kawan2 aku selamat pergi and selamat balik. Amin. :)

Seems like my bag is overly tersendat. HOW?! I need to shop okayy. So so so lazy to pack my bag. Sometimes holiday is fun but the pack and the unpacking of bag can be leceh! HAHA.

Okdeh. I have to stop for now. Currently, waiting for my cousin to come and sleepover at my house. Woots. Till then. Bon Voyage to me!

Will always miss you...