Friday- Julia is BACKKK!!

Sorry for the extreme late updates. Been out since Friday and I've got no time to blog. Anyway,my Friday was so much fun! Heading to Holland V with Arm,Sabby,Ak and Julia to have our late lunch over at Burger King. Yeah,I don't really like Burger King that much but I'm not cerewet aka fussy over foods. Everyone missed Julia caused we haven't heard from her since the day we watched Confession of a Shopaholic. Julia,don't MIA again ok! I want to drag you along for the next meetup. =)





We ended up chilling at Starbucks and Ak brought us a UNO card with her and we missed that card. We missed playing UNO card. Julia and Sabby as usual will never sit together. LOL. Arm need to go off early that day as he need to watch his Megan Fox acting. Hehe. Anyway,here's the picture for the rest of the night. =D















Sabby has started schooling and she soo manje can? Hehe. All the best to you Sabby! =D

Saturday-Most of them think tt I'm 17/18 yrs old!

Again,I went to Jamiyaah to do some volunterry work. I was late as usual but lucky they haven't started yet. Once I step in,there's like so many people queing up to get their foods and stuffs. Well,not many people actually came for that day so I had some free time to get to know with other people. The funny thing was that,the guys especially thought that I'm just 17 and 18 years old. Do I look young? Hehe. They don't believe when I said that I'm going 20 years old this year. Thanks for thinking that I'm younger than my actual age. Hehhee. I'm lazy to type but I had so much fun on that day. Those bunch of people were so friendly and annoying and funny people. Pictures do the talking. =D







Sunday-Wedding Ceremony

Yesterday, the family except for the brother went to my dad's nephew's daughter wedding. Nothing special on that day. It's just another people tying a knot. I really did not know why,some girls wear jeans to wedding ceremony. Is it a trend? I find that it's not a proper way to attend Majlis Perkahwinan.





That girl is so-called my niece and her dad is my cousin. Walao. I'm so old alreadyy. Hehe.



Sorry for the blurish picture. This picture was taken by my dad.

And finally,I just finished updated about my weekends. Yesterday,I had mom-daughter conversation and guess what,she really want me to have somebody by now. And when I told my mom about my idea of alone-till-23years old,she get mad. Not really maddd but slight mad. She angry and I guess what she said was true. Wishing is equal to pray for something. People said,be careful what you wished for,cause you might get it. Mom did made me felt guilty yesterday. Shouldn't elaborate more of what she said to me that makes me feel guilty. So,I've decided to cancel my precious idea and go with the flow. No more alone-till 23years old. BUT,not now,mom. =)

...Don't let your emotion conquer your mind...

I know my blog is stagnant alreadyy. Sorry for the lack of updates. I guess my life is not boring but it's somehow the same. Same routine everyday. There's ups and down in some other people life but not mine. My life full of upsss and no downs. Some may have problems to be solved and some have already settled things down. I'm glad. People said,there's always an answer to all problems. =D Hope things are getting ok and somehow gets better.

Did I mentioned about my sleepless night? Yeah,currently down with some sleeping problems. I just can't close my eyes to sleep and when I'm about to sleep,I dream about something that I never expect to dream of. Restless. Why can't the dream go away? I tried to avoid this dream of mine but failed. So in the end,I stay awake. How I wish that there's someone who are willing to accompany me- stay awake with me. And,how I wish I can pop some of the sleeping pills so that I can straight away go to sleep easily. =(

Apart from that,I read a novel titled Loving Him. A story on how she handles the problems between her husband and also between her 3 sons. Still got long way to go before I finish it.

Anw,still planning of where to go this Friday with the friends. I miss them so much. We communicate only at FB[although we online at msn,we insisted on commenting at FB]FB is the place where we can disturb each other. Gang up and saying 'bad' things about each other. Plus,we will plan our outing through FB message and from there,we will discuss and suggest a place in Singapore for our outing. We love to explore. =D

12 days to go. Thanks mom for cooking me nice nice food yesterday. I love the agar-agar gudil that you made yesterday. And now,I'm craving pizza from any pizza outlets. Hehehe. Shall stop here for now. I'm in the mood of Transformers and I'm listening to OST-Transformers 2- New Divide by Linking Park over and over again. Enjoy.

...I'm so much in love with myself. Don't you?...

I believe,when you love someone so much,you need to let the love go no matter how hurt are you to see the love one suffer. Also,I believe that, breaking up is not always the harsh thing to do. If you think that's the best for you to do,then you should. Let him/her suffer because he/she won't suffer from the breakup forever. Listen to your heart and follow where neccessary. Don't make decision when you are not yourself.

Sometimes,you can't always have what you always wanted. People will never appreciate things that was given. They tend to forget and always taking things for granted. Think before it's too late to make a U turn. There's a reason of why,HE gave you brains.

This dream kept haunting me at night. I hate it.

It's Salbiah Sadi's birthday yesterday and we had a mini celebration with her. No cakes but just a simple gift from us. Headed down to Far East to buy the gift and also we bought ourselves a dress each. Town is so boring for us. So,we ended up walking all the way to Plaza Singapura and have our lunch over at Pizza Hut.





We decided to have the student meal which only cost us about $6.90 a meal. Since the 2 of them is a student,I joined sekali lah! Hehe. I have my spahgetti with cream sauce which is so creamy and cheesy. Malay said,muak!



Our initial plan after having our late-lunch is to go to Botanical Garden but since it's quite faraway we changed our plan and decided to go to Marina Barrage since adek havent go there before. Took the train and off to Marina Bay which is so dusty. The dust got stuck in my mouth ok! Yikes. Anw,yesterday was so windy and cloudy with a little bit of rain drops. Hehe.





People were busy flying kites there and I can see the highest kite flied by an uncle. That uncle pro can? Adek wants to fly kite so do Sabby. Let's find time to kite yeah! =D





That fan is not mine but my adek. Don't get me wrong aite. I didn't bring fan when I'm out. Only my 2 sisters. Hehe.







Headed down to the water area where I wanted to play with the water so much. I know,I'm like a kid but it's tempting to see kids getting themselve wet. Hehe. The picture will tell you more. =D









Look at the way I smiled. ;) Happy right? Hehehe. That was our last spot before we decided to queue up for the shuttle bus. Some secondary school kid were looking and staring at us non-stop and in the end they didn't get to board the bus although they queue up 1st. Serve you right,kiddo! =D

...brighten up my smile with laughter,people!...

I am wondering what if I turn back the time into the 70s,what do I look? I saw my mom's old picture when she was a teenagers and I'm in love with her retro shades and outfits. Well,people can say old outfits are orbits but when you looked back,those outfits that our mom and dad used to wear have already in store now. Printed dress,polka dots dress everything. Even the bangles and the colourful earings. To think about this,we are in the era of 70s. Cool? Definitely.

Anw,I've just deleted one of my blogger friend. She thinks she's the best and the rest are not. She thinks other bloggers love to copy her entry and currently,she boast about her family status. Why do you need to boast about your family and condem about other's? :-/

I really need a vacation! Going backpacking with the friends. Going overseas with them and explore places and etc. And,I wonder,how it feels like to have the same room with them? Kecoh?! Haha. Of course. My mom said,I can only go when I've already married. -_- That is not backpacking but honeymoon mother! I want to follow my dad's footstep where he have already traveled all over the world! Paris,Rome,Italy,London,Armstedem,Europe,USA,Holland and many more!!!! Dad,how I wish I was born on that year and follow you travelling the whole world. How I wish!

It's 10.55pm and I want to have my dinner now. Hehe.
Friends,let's hangout? Missed you people already!

...people come and people go...

"Sometimes good bye is a second chance."

And for the 2nd time,I received an unknown number calling me. The first time was on Tuesday where he/she called me using he/she private number at 6.04am. In the morning,where everyone is still asleep. Who and why? I care to answer because,it might be an important call from any agencies. But once they gave me false hope by saying,"Opps sorry wrong number" he/she just wasted my value of the card. Dissappointed,yes but what to do,is just the same thing people tend to do. Argh,I don't care anymore,enough said.

Time flies so fast and I've been at home since the end of attachment. I did searching for jobs but no luck. It's recession period,just have to wait and don't give up. It's just a temporary job caused I need to get my diploma no matter what. Either private or not. I really need to polish my brain before it gets corrode and dead. Hehe. Anw,Sabby's gonna start her school soon and Arm gonna stay at his bunk soon and Ak will be busy with her project work and study. At least they have things to do,but not me. Loner me... Not! Am I complaining? Hope not. I don't care what other's might say or think about me,cause,all they know is to care about me but not themselves. -_- They got time but not me. Heh.

Anw,I can't wait for this Sunday to arrive. Gonna travel from West to East side. What mom said to me yesterday might be true. Sorry eh,but I don't like it. The sight of her makes me wanna puke. Even if she's older than me,who cares anw. Look,I'll be nice to people if they are nice to my mom and especially to my family. Not puting her aside like a thrash. It's been 4 years now,I will never forget even mom asked me to forgive and forget. That's my mom but not me. They don't know how my mom feels. They won't know. Haiz. Shall not elaborate more. Too pain to even forget. ='(

I shall stop here. I shall update when I'm super free with lots of ideas in my mind. My adek has gone for the camp and I'm gonna have her bed. Hehe. It's been days that I don't have a proper sleep due to the weather. Soo gonna miss my selenger adek of mine. Teehee. Have a nice camp and to you readers,have a nice weekends. Do miss me aite. =)

...say the magic word...

Henderson Waves. The steep stairs that we need to climb so high and I got one word in mind,breathelessss. It's the 4 of us,AGAIN. It's our first time placing our foot to the highest bridge and thank god we did not lost.





I was amazed by the long wide bridge. As we walk further,the height of the bridge increased and the beautiful scenery from the bridge really caught my eyes.





Up,up and away!







Because we loved to take candid pictures. Because this is the only way to capture our beautiful memories that will never be forgotten. I just love hanging and chilling around with THEM. Calling names and stuff is our normal jokess. =D





A spot to just chill and camwhoreee. It's like a kampong style where everyone here will not sit but they will lay down like their own bedroom. Buat mcm rumah sendiri.











We lepak in our own way and style. Hehe. Some like model,sexy lady,hotstuff and random. Hehehe. Enjoying the breezeee. Syiok!





Since we were really famished,we decided to have our dinner over at Ramen Ten. Frankly speaking this is my first time having my meals there. We ordered diffrent types of dishes and I ordered, Oyaku something something,can't remember the name. Nice nice and yummy. Mine not that spicy. Should have dinner over there again once we got enough money. Hehe.







I just hope this will not be our last outing when everyone is busy with their own schedules.



Yesterday was superly awesome!

...true friends will come when they are around you whenever you sad,happy,crazy etc...