I hope everyone of you are doing okay upon reading this dusty blog of mine. I am not sure when was the last time I blog but I just checked it just now and it was ermm, 2 months ago. Before I took my TP. Yeap, I failed my TP not once but 2 times. I have to admit I am disappointed with myself and I don't why I can't pass my TP with a first try. I get nervous eventhough I kept telling myself, relax chill you can do this. But still, I failed, miserably. This is so frustrating especially when you can do it during the revision as well as the warm-up session. Whatever it is, I have to stop driving for a while because I have an injured knee to settle on.
It happened last year in school when I accidentally knocked my left knee on the edge of the metal bench. The pain was really awful and I ignored the pain as I thought, it can recovered soon. But no, I discovered a blue black on my knee and again, I ignored it. Until November when I felt the pain again and until now, the pain still linger around my knee area. Tsk. Boyfriend told me to see doctor as soon as possible and being stubborn I ignored him. Opps. My bad. So, last few weeks, decided to see the doc and had my knee X-ray. The bones seems so fine but the doctor saw that there's a bit swollen around it. So I have to refer to the Alexandra Hospital for Surgery/Therapy on 5th June. I hope nothing worst happen to my knee and the gel that the doc gave me is 50/50. Sometimes, it works and sometimes, it just feel the same. *shrug* IDK. Get well soon.
There are so many things happening this 2 months. My relationship with the bf was just okay. A fight in every relationship will happen no matter how hard you try so hard not to happen. It happened. It has already happened. The best way is to keep looking ahead and never look back. Tsk.
Ouh anw, last Wednesday, was my Graduation Day. Yes! Finally after 3 years, my friends and I finally get the Diploma on stage. Alhamdulilah. :) Our hard work really pays off. We struggled together and we achieved this together. I can never thanked enough to my parents for always believing in me. I thanked all my friends for always rocking my days with style during the 3 years of poly life. It was really a meaningful event for me as I get to make my parents,cousin and bf proud of me. Too bad, Veera didn't come on that day. He is the main people in F951! :D Congratulations to all my friends!
Work was ok. I mean same old same old but I don't if I am trying too hard to fit into the group. Maybe I shall avoid myself from being to close to them because I don't know if they can talk about me behind my back. Well, if they can talk other people why not about me? Right? They are nice people to work with but now, I have to step back and focus on my work. Just follow whatever instruction they ask me to do and do it properly. I'm a bit slow in the beginning but I will try and ensure that the case is close. I should just stop trying so hard lah. Just listen and open my eyes big big to that kind of environment.
Facts about me; if you lose something because of your carelessness, I'm not going to get involved. If you think, you are a better people in terms of "this" I say, I know where I stand and I just keep it simple. :)
Goodnight. :D