I won't post any entry today since I'm busy with my revision. But,I'll post something very funny here. Ok. All thanks to wawa for introducing me the annoying orange. Ouh,sorry uh,if I'm late. I know some have watched the video long before me. So what? =)





Very funny. =)

This is an update. Bye.

Today is such a beautiful Sunday. Sunshine and windy. I like it very much. =) If only today,we can go picnic by the beach and relax pur mind,that will be great for a family bonding. But,hell no,my term test is just around the corner.

To me,Sunday is where you and your family will be going out and chill with the family. You either shopping or just take a walk around Singapore. But,not to my family. All they do during Sunday is sleep,watching TV or read newspaper from the begining of the page to the end of the page. I've adopted this culture ever since in secondary school and to be honest,I'm sick of it already. Tsk. How to spend quality time with the family,when they sleep or busy doing other stuffs ehk? Ouh god,like it or not,I still have to adopt this. -_-

I've yet to study Telesys which the video is sooo redundant and BORING. Your 'live' show is boring how bout the recorded lecture? I can't even open up the video lah,for goodness sake. Don't be a lecturer if you don't want to teach. This semester,everything is e-learning. E-learning = sidetracking. I have better things to do rather than sit and watch the boring lecture and spend your time watching and in end you don't understand a single thing. Chet. Very very boring.

Ok,ignore that part. Friday was great. Met dear cousin in school and accompany her till 6pm. Camwhored as usual since we are bored to death.











Sorry if there's a lot of STEP CUTE faces. LOL. =P

Now,I started to wear the specs back as you people can see. I just need to stay away from the contacts at the moment. But ever since I'm wearing specs,people looking at me differently or maybe just my feelings. Cause,it's brighter and clearer now. LOL.

Yesterday,last minute study plan over at Esplanade libaray. I'm sorry if I didn't invite all the group members to study. Esplanade library was way too small for me and also I can't talk or even whisper. Once I open up my mouth to talk,the people besides me will look at me one kind. Ew. No freedom! Gosh. I get stress seeing people beside me study. They are from higher education. SIM babe. And they are SICK. EWW. I don't want the bacteria from them spreading at me. SHISH.







She and her CHEESEEE.



T. For Tiramisu! I like the fillings. Woah.





That's all folks.

I saw 2 jerks. -_-

While all my secondary school mates have already graduated from poly,I'm still here in 1.2. There's still long way to go for me and my friends. But it's ok. I rather be in school than in working life. I'm scared of going into that phase but, sooner or later,I'm going to enter into that phase of life too. I'm going 21 but all I can think of is to have fun while I can. I don't know when can I be serious. 21 is too old for me. How I wish my age stays at 16? I heard this,age is just a number. True enough. Even if you are 40,you can still have fun but with limits. LOL.

Anw,term test is just around the corner. This semester,there's a lot of project work to do and one of which is E-Biz. Asp pages. Databases. Connection string. Managing site and blah blah blah. Webdd is much more simpler than this. But e-biz,there's no way I can do the page. Cart and transaction. What the hell is that? The output turn out to be very interesting but,the process of making can make my head go hay wire. Ouh my god!

Tomorrow revision day for us. My eyes are damn sleepy now. This week,the latest I can sleep is at 2am. I need more rest. I need more sleep. But,I can't. =(



What if there's a light between you and me?

Yes. My Japanese show and tell over and I'm happy that it's finally over. Wohoo. Now I can start doing my revision since term test is just around the corner. I'm sorry if I can't blog a lot today. It's Thursday morning now and I'm awake just to revise my work which is OOP. Side tracking here and there but now,I blog. WHAT THE HECK? LOL.

Ok,back to my revision now. Ouh before I forgot, I did not attend my Japanase lecture again because I'm late and when I'm about to get inside the lecture theather, the lectruer lock me up! =( That's why I'm not going since I can't enter the LT. I'm sorry to those who waited up for me just now. Shouldn't have asked you guys waiting up for me. I feel so guilty now. Because of me, you guys missed your lesson. =( Seriously,I'm sorry again guys. Won't let that happened again aite.

Because,you pay attention at me....

I supposed to do my webpage template,but I really really don't know where and how to start with. All the 3 templates are in a blank state. No logo,no banner nothing. Why is it hard to make a template ehk? In the book there are like more than 3 templates and I can't really think much what template should I do. Damn. I need to wait for my team member to send me the database and both the logo and the banner. I got a feeling,I'm gonna screw this template. Ugh!

Skip that. On Thursday,the normal cliques celebrated Syakir's 22nd Birthday by having a dinner over at Century Square. We had Poppeye since the birthday boy like Poppeye very much. Later on that part,while the rest of the guys queue up,Wawa and I headed to Tampines Mall to buy a very small cake for him. We even surprised him the cake by singing the birthday song. Thanks to the manager of Poppeye for taking the photo of the 10 of us.







Suprised!! =)



This is the cake that I'm talking about. LOL.





His virgin dinner with us. Plus,this boy can never looked at the camera and smile. LOL.

Not many pictures we took on that dinner as many of us were busy enjoying the chicken and the biscuit. I didn't get to taste the cake since I'm full but I know the cake is superly nice since the birthday boy enjoying eating the cake very much. Hahha. A good dinner with a good people.





It's monopoly deal time before PSPS lesson.



Friday,I had greatttt time with the favourite people. Accompany Sabby to MDIS for her cert and off to City Hall. The best thing was,Zyfah was there with us also. We talked about a lot of stuffs. From talking to creating a new sign. Inside joke. Inside joke. LOL. I never laughed loudly at Starbucks before and hell ya,I had a great time with em. Unfortunately,Zyfah can't be long since she have to meet her friend also. Left Sabby and I,waiting for AK to arrive. I want another long outing with you guys soon! =)











White chocolate mocha with overflow whipped cream. -_-



Finally,AK had arrived and off to MacD. =)

And for the 1st time,met Ak's boyfie for awhile and while they were talking,Sabby and I called Arm and disturbed him. We shud really hangout as a siblings! He's a busy busy man now. Followed by me. Stress is haunting me again. Tsk Tsk. Anw,I reached home at 11pm and ouh boy,I almost forgot about the chores at home until my mom sms-ed me. Luckily,she's ok.

Ouh yeah,while doing my Japanese proposal yesterday,as usual side track here and there,I managed to changed the blogskin of mine. It has been a year since I last go to blogskins dot com. I like this type of skins. Vintage. =)

Alhamdulilah,I passed my maths quiz. I don't know about my Netfund and Telesys quiz. But,I just hope I can pass these 2 modoules. Amin.

Ouh it's 16 May 2010 today...But my heart is aching.

I'm sure all of the netizen have watch the 'Guy slapped girl in the lift' right? It's quite a hot topic now. I swear to god,when I watched this in the school lab,I'm so pissed off with the guy. As a girl,I know how it feel being slapped by a guy. Slap manje-manje I don't mind but this is a hard slap at her face. OUCH! Young people trying to act terror lah sey! (YP) May this guy or 'girl' who slapped the girl get caught! I heard that the police are finding him now since he's abusing the girl. Keluar lift mcm orng tak bersalah. Jalan tergelek2 mcm nyah. Podah. Badan berg takpe jugak nk slapped orng. Nak mintak kene sebat then he will know what is called PAIN. Go police go! Hate this kind of manusia! Bloody hell.

Ok,put aside that. Finally all the 3 quizes are over. I can relax a while but before I can relax,there's 2 pending projects still in process. Japanase and Ebiz. Wah. No rest or what. Today alone I got no mood to go to the Japanase lecture. So,I skipped the lecture. I'm so sleepy and if I go,I won't concentrate that much. Thanks to Alfa and Kenneth for the company. Pss,I don't force Alfa to skip lecture. But,only for today lah of course. Linda will never skip class or lecture lah. Hehe. Today,I just feel like no mood to do the Jap class lor. What to do,Wednesday is my DRAGGY day. Heh. Telesys quiz today and I don't know if I can ace that or not. All I know is I did a lot of careless mistakes. In term of the conversion. I don't know which is right or wrong. I aim for a pass can already.

Ouh yeah,Wawa have webcam alreaddy and just now we trying out the webcam together. OMG. That's so funny lah. I have to wear cap just to hide my hair. Haha. But twas fun. If only we can talk on the webcam,it's easier lah. LOL. Super fun!

I'm so excited for tomorrow. LOL. ;)

Labu dan Labi!

Emaths2 test done! I'm not sure if I do correctly for my test. Tawakal sahaje lah. I just hope I can pass this test. Tomorrow,Netfund test. Luckily 10 mcq question but ouh dear it feels like 20 written test. Wish me luck for tomorrow.

I'm gonna turn in now. I'm tired of pleasing people. They just don't know what's inside my heart and brain now. All they wanna do is to ensure that they are the one who need to be taken care of but not me. I had enough my darling. Thank you.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now.

Hey hi. Currently,my head hurt so much. I think because I drank milk tea which I can't drink. This is what will happen to me if I drink milk tea. I'm stubborn as usual.

Anw,Monday to Wednesday will be my busy period. I'm having 3 quizes start with EMaths 2,Tuesday will be Netfund and Telesys for the next day. Ayayai. So many things to study in such a little time. Ouh my god ouh my god ouh my god!

Sorry guys if I can't join you guys for a group study tomorrow. I'm just lazy to go out from house now. The weather really hot and humid even I sweat after I took my shower. Syukuran. Now,I'm a bit lazy to get ready to go out. It's enough that I went out weekdays but for weekends at home with my beloved family.

Mothers' Day should be today or tomorrow? Syakir and Wawa said,it's today but why some said it's tomorrow eh? Hmm. IDK! *shrugged* I didn't celebrate Mom's day cause,for me,everyday is mother's day. My mom is a good mom actually but when come to her bad mood,I so don't like already. Not that I hate her but her bad mood really can kill me softly. On top of that,she's a good cook! She's a good teacher for me adn my siblings. She's good in giving comments. She's good at nagging too. LOL. I love you mama,mom,ummi,ibu and MAK! <3 Even,if you love to nag at me for some usual stuffs,I still love you.

Yesterday was fun with my 3 crazy friends. I thought of going to Jam and Hop at my school,but,when I found out the pictures about the events,I felt so relieved that I'm not at the event. The place and the atmosphere is like club area and if I went there,I'm sure gonna feel awkward. Not only that,I heard that,one girl like me,was dancing like as if they are in the club. See? This is why,people have this narrow mindset on us. Not all but some. Please lah,the cloth on your head can take off in less than 10 seconds. Before doing anything that can potray a bad name,please in malay said,tanggalkan kain di kepale mu itu ok sebelum kamu ditanggalkan. Ok,this is sound so wrong. LOL. Noone is perfect,but that's so obvious you never think before you dance. Wear a proper clothes if you wanna act that way and go to proper place,ok. Arigatto! -_-

Ahh. I talked a lot didn't I? I'm gonna taste the KFC egg tart now. Time for me to go. Bye.

I'm in love with this song! ;) Airplanes.



It was a year ago during my ITE graduation day. Photo credit to Sabby!

When I said no,I mean it. Which part of it you don't understand?

I guess I can't control my anger anymore. I can't be patient anymore. All I can do is to release my anger to either tweet or journal. My journal is to say out what I don't like and my true feelings. As for my blog. Half-half situation. When it come to my heart or something really upset me,I'll journal without people know my URL. Blog is enough to make other people know what I'm going through. If you want to know,Linda is a short-temper girl since young. Even my family know it too. Gonna try my best to control it. God,please save me and please protect me from any harm. Amin.

I miss hanging out with these people.



I miss you Arm. =)



Hugs and kisses. =)

I really need to take my shower now and do some revision. I'm tired like nobody bussiness. Busy as usual. Lucky,I don't have boyfriend. Becasue I know,boyfriend won't understand a single thing we girls said. I think,If I have a boyfriend now,I think,my life much more miserable than this.

GOD,there's one cute boy in my Japanese class. I don't think I can present and say spontaneously during my presenattion day. SHY and PAISEH! HELP MEE!! =(

Bye.

I love you since before I born...

School getting hard day by day. Did not fully do my research for Japanese. I haven't really start revising my other 2 modoules. Maths kind of. I was not in the mood to start everything now. Too tired to even think about it. BUT,I really need to. I need to really buckup my attitude now. Go Linda Go!

I have one friend and his name is Alfa. The funny thing about him is that,he will say "tudung" as "telekung" LOL. Till now,when I see the telekung,I will remember him saying that. LOL. Funny man he is.

OOP,is another programming modoule that can really cracked my head into half. I swear,I don't really know what the hell is Elvia talked about. All I know is,I don't freaking understand a thing lah. Thank goodness there's Syakir beside me. He's such a smart alex and we girls,(wawa and I) will copy from him the coding. I mean,we will somtime try out first and when come to the difficult part,we will ask and I don't know whether he find us irritating or not. But,he's a fun guy to be with. We did nothing but to laugh at everything. And most importantly is to TWEET! Really. I really need to focus more on OOP.

Quiz is just next week. My Japanese presentation is just next week. I'm so gonna be like an alien now. Tsk. Tsk.

Life is full of ups and down. I know this is cliche to some of you but no problems are unsolved. Every problems,there's always a way to solve. Not by,hurting yourself,your mind and your future. I know,this person won't read my blog but,I cannot talk to him face-to-face cause,I don't know how to. I'm a good listener but I'm not a good advisor. I just hope,he can open up his eyes and mind to see and think about himself. One thing,why care about other people feelings when he/she hurt you? Be fair to yourself and unfair to others. Ok,I'm suck at advising people. It will turn out to be like what I said,earlier on. Shoot! So think about it. You have friends who concern about you. Don't waste your time,hurting yourself.

Ok,now I'm hungry. Discussing eBiz project with the group members via mass convo. LOL. I smell good. I just bought Johnson and Johnson's baby lotion. Wohoo. I'm hungry.

My heart didn't feel a thing when I see him. So,don't put words inside my mouth. ;)

It's labour day today and it's a waste that 1 May fall on Saturday. No holiday for those who eventually didn't work on Saturday. Life must be very hard,I guess. So do my life. New topics here and there make my head hurt so much. I haven't yet do my revision and yet done my research. Ayayai.

I still need a little bit motivation for myself. I just can't stop half-way since this is just the beginning. More to come and I need to really motivate myself a little bit more. It's ok if people or even my family didn't motivate me,I'm ok with it and like I always say to myself,"I got used to it already". Why should I take other people's word when they themselves didn't achieve what they want? When they themselve do the wrong things. It's hard to actually advise people when you yourself are like 'that'.

So far,I'm broke and again I broke my promise again. I said,I don't want to shop anymore but I just can't resist to shop. Please don't let me walk in the shopping center where I can find clothes or shoe. I just can't see that anymore. Bohoo! For this time,like for real,I won't shop anymore. No promises! But I'll try. =)

For now,I'm alone sitting alone inside the room while the adek happily sleeping. I don't know about the living room. I don't know whether my parents have gone to sleep or not. They are just unpredictable. I don't know if my brother have bath or not? Sometimes,I feel lonely. Though I have everything in my life but the way the react,I felt so lonely. Sometimes,I wish my kakak will be beside me now. So that,I can pour out everything that's in my head now. Though,last time,my kakak and I were not that closed. People do change huh? I know,in their eyes,I changed into someone really stubborn. But in my eyes,I changed for a good reasons. Why? Because I'm lonely and bored. Yeah,I know,it's not a GOOD reasons but this is me. The person who wanted to follow what he or she wants. Noone can say NO to her. This is me. Between me and adek now I felt that there's a barrier between us. We share for awhile and done. Nothing else. She do her own "good" stuffs while me,the "bad" stuffs. It's always me who have to give in like for everything. So much for being a good sister but they didn't appreciate for a bit.

I ranted so many thing here. I just don't want to,but,I can't help it. Noone will read this anyway except for my friends. Those who think,I'm looking for sympathy go ahead then. Why would I care anyway. My blog. Really up to you guys. I just can't be bother. A secret to share,till now,my dad didn't know my examinations results. Let him think,I got a bad result. I bet he will never think anything except finding fault at people. -_-

Ok dokie. It's 133am now. I should turn in. Before the parents scream at the top of their lung for onlining till night. I'm so confused why they need to scold. As long as I didn't watch porn or chat with random guys it's ok already. Please don't say it's a waste of a time cause for me,watching drama mama like that it's such a waste of a time. =/

It's hard to impressed people. I'm tired to break the ice anymore. And why always me at fault??