Bored

Do I look good with specs? Hehe.

The guys are playing FM. Not all the guys but most of the guys. Me no like it. PR2 was like a bitch. Thanks to Miss long for shooting lots of question at us. What is wrong with her? I mean, her intention is to help us but she loves to interrupt our presentation. That's very rude ok. Seriously. But alhamdulilah, my partner and I get to present it and yes, it's over. I hate doing presentations since year 1. Get that?

I don't know if I need to extend my MP/SIP or not. 16 March is the official date to end this project but I don't think so we are going to enjoy this. I got a feeling that we are going to extend this project since first week of April no students are allowed to come to school. No. So, we must chiong this project before April comes and before judging starts. Ahh, another presentation. Crap.

No matter what, I will be very busy this March. Next Saturday will be my abang's solemnization and Sunday will be his wedding reception day. Ahh, I'm so-called excited for my brother but then hanya tuhan sahaja tahu what I feel. I just pray that everything will run smoothly. Really smoothly. If I found out anyone gonna ruin my brother's big day, I'm gonna stare hard at you and show you this _|_ straight to your face. -.-" Well, I'm just joking, but I will stare and I'll make sure you pee in your pants. I hate people ruining my family's big day. Old or young, I don't really care! I'm losing respect to people who don't respect my parents and my family. Take note,bitches. *breathe in and out*

I just hope everything will run smoothly. Especially when all my friends and my love are coming too. Feeling2 sekejap lah nak sanding atas pelamin. LOL. Ok, linda diam.

"I may look calm but in my head I have killed you 100 times..."

Wake up call

Hehe. Love the wake up call from you! <3 Nak lagi, please?

Give up

I shall raise a white flag and I keep telling myself, ok this is it, after this no more. Not because I'm angry or what but I just need a cooperation that's all. I'm not asking this for the 1st time but the 2nd time and I did mentioned "it's ok, just give me your address if you can't" I did mentioned that. Ouh wells~! Guess not anymore. I'm sorry but I have my own schedule to look into too. Doesn't mean I'm like this means I'm always free. I'm cool. I'm chill. Just smile, cause right not at this moment, I'm ok. A bit sleepy but hey, I have to get this thing off my chest you know.

Anyways, a friend mentioned this to me early in the morning, "Oi, bile kau nk keluar dengan aku lagi? Kau sekarang da action sey mentang2 da ada matair.." First thing first, I can really go out when the rest are free too. I don't want any misunderstanding when the 2 of us are out and it will be not good. Maybe my other half says ok but hey I myself don't want anymore. I have another heart to take care of cause I simply love him as much as he loves me too. :) You have another heart too to take care of also, so kau takmo cakap banyak lah ok. :P

I'm not a leader. I'm not a planner. I just follow the one who are fussy and to make them shut up, I'll just follow whatever they wanted to do. One have to give in to make the whole thing work. If someone ask me this, "So how? Where to go?" I'll just reply this, "Idk, ask the one who are fussy." Simple and easy. You talk and I'll follow. I hate it when people asked me question and when I answered they still not satisfied with my answer. Oi, aku tak paham eh. Takde maknenye aku jawab. -.-"

This is mainly #justsaying only. Fussy people can just shut up and go lock yourself inside the room and never come out. Please for the sake of all the "go-with-the-flow" people. :D

SLAM- Kembali Merindu

I shed tears secretly while listening to this song yesterday. My all time favorite song and when Zamani said he will be singing this song, I screamed on top of my lung. This song I specially dedicate to my dearest. <3

My very first time going for such concert and it turned out to be AWESOME powsome. I screamed like nobody business and was like singing along to the songs that I know. I'm in love with all the songs. Zamani's voice is so unique and yes, he can sing it live! Drools. From Kembali Terjalin to Tiadaku Jemu to Jika Kau Rasa Getaranya to Gerimis Mengundang, everything was so fantastic! Loved yesterday. Lovely night. I want more of this with you. <3





Do we really look alike here or is it just me? Thank you for such a lovely night with such a beautiful pink rose. :) We. Really look good in red. No matter what other think of you, I still love you. Deeply. :')

I'm not going to give up. Swollen eyes.

So true

Yes, that's you! <3

Remember? Part 2

Remember this song that you gave to me when I was down because of my previous relationship 3 years ago? :) I still listen to them ok.

If you didn't appear in my life, I would be single for 3 years already. I remembered how I actually wanted to be single for 3 years and I will only find a guy once I finished my school. But in malay said, "kita merancang, tuhan menentukan".

3 years ago at this date at this timing(8:41PM), I got back from the Chinese Garden talk with you after I saw everything right in front of my eyes. The day when my heart was really broken and it's hard to fix it back. The day when God really showed me everything and made me realized that I'm the stupid one and he's a liar. The day when I finally tell myself not to trust guys anymore. The day when I fell in love with you during the talk. It seems so fast to fall in love with someone but then your advised, your care and your concern really calmed me down at that point of the time.

During the same year, when you disappeared, 1st year of my poly life, I have "pasang niat" to break a guys heart. Revenge. I'm the type who wants other people to feel what I feel. I kept telling myself, if any guy wants to get to know me, I get him and I'll break his heart slowly. Maybe God listened to my heart and no guys really appeared until I found you back. After 2 years, of being single, this revenge slowly fading away. School made me busy and forget about all the things that has happened to me. I don't really care about getting to know guys. I don't really care about my age and being in relationship at my age. All I care was to graduate with a Diploma and find work and enjoy being single. :) That was all my plan.

Today, I still care about graduating with a Diploma in my hand but with different plan now. Getting my Diploma, find work, save money for the future and spending my time with you. You came into my life and you make me forget about things I've said and wished. You came into my life giving me lights of hope, opened up my heart to accept your love and bringing that smile back to me. :') I really thank Allah for everything. I am truly glad that you came cause my life is better now with you. I love you, Muhammad Zulkhairi. :D <3

Tears

I broke down yesterday after being nonsense. It is not because I'm sad or angry. It is because of the thing you said and it really paap-ed me so hard that I have to shed tears like again. In your eyes I see how sincere you are while saying all those things to me. The word, "hormat" brought me to tears. No guys have ever said this to me but you. :')

Believe it or not, I am an old fashioned girl. I follow what I've been thought by my parents. Don't do this. Don't do that. I believe, hugs and kisses are meant after marriage. I put my pride and dignity at my top priority. Yes, all this while I save hugs and kisses after marriage. Only him who I called husband can hug and kiss me. I have a dream and this dream I kept it inside in my memory box. Dear God, please let my dream come true. Amin.

But by saying this, I'm not perfect either. I have my flaws. I've sinned. Always remember this, "Yang buruk datang daripada kita(manusia), yang baik datang daripada Allah"

I miss my other half. A day without you is like a year without rain.



Secretly wink at you.

Words

Kalau diri sendiri belum betul lagi, takmo nak cakap banyak.
Bila orang lain tengah bebual, takmo masuk campur.
Kau hanya mampu berdiam.
Selagi aku tak berbual dengan kau, jangan nk api-apikan orang lain pulak.
Dengar- dengar aku macam orang lain, suke mintak hasil daripada orang lain?
Dengar-dengar kau macam da kenal aku lama gitu?
Senang macam gini aje, kau hal kau. Aku hal aku. Selagi aku tak tanye kau, takmo berbual dengan aku.
Susah!

Remember?

These pictures was taken way before we get closed.
I wished I can read your mind and catch the hints that you showed me.
I'm so slow to notice it until the confession night.
Now, I know every bits of pieces of these pictures cause for once I thought it was coincidence.
Ouh well, I have to admit that you are just awesome.
I miss you.
I love you. ;)

Off

I just need a break from school. I just had enough of the cold lab and 8 hours of staying inside there. I got a phobia with computer now. Sometimes, I don't know what else to surf besides twitter, fb, 9gag, beautifulnara blah blah blah. Currently, addicted to Left 4 Dead. :D It is a game of killing zombies. All thanks to the guys in my lab for giving me the files.

Being one of them already. The guys inside my lab were surprised by how I actually talk and act in front of them especially when I play the game. Haha. I think by the end of this semester, I will miss the guys inside my lab. I will miss how we get bonded by playing Counter Strike and Left 4 Dead. And also their dirty talk to each other. I got no choice but have to listen to them. Opps. Now I somehow know how the guys talk to each other. Dirty. Very dirty. Yucks.

I just hope, my MP/SIP won't extend during the holidays. 16 March 2012 is the last day of MP/SIP before I start with my final semester. I just need a break from all this crap. Pretty please.

On a lighter note,



Yes, I'm going for their concert this Friday with my love. This will be our very first concert together. This will be my first concert too. I am sooo sexcited about this. Counting down. Tick tock tick tock. :D

Dua Insan

Bila kau senyum, ku gembira, bila kau sedih, ku menangis, bagai taman rindukan kembang, ku rindu wajahmu ouh sayang...

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From strangers to friends to lovers.
Comments from people about the changes in you makes me smile.
The past. The present. The future.
The past; it has already become history. First love. First heartbreak. First breakup.
The present; it is happening now. The places. The things we always wanted to do in the past is happening right now. & some it has already happened and you were in the picture. I simply loved it.
The future; we're still planning for it. I want him to be my one and only guy in my life. Amin. Insyaallah. :)

Our journey is just a beginning. I want to end it with you putting a ring on my ring finger(jari manis) and me putting a ring on yours. It seems simple, but I know there gonna be a lot of obstacles in every journey that we gonna walk through. So many things we need to fulfill. I hope I can really handle it together with you.

Let's be humble. Let's be ourselves. Let's be sweet. Cause this is just us. :)

Little Red Box

Been longing to do this. A box with so many personal things inside. I am an organize person. I love to put things aside and I prefer putting my things in different compartment. One, it's easy to find when I need it. Anw, this little red box is a special one. Bought it almost a month ago and I kept all the things that you gave me. Some you just "take" it, plucked it and wrote it. It was nice. I appreciate that a lot. :)



Everything are from you except that yellow note. A note to remember. I am sentimental person. Look at that dried flower. Look at that tag from Forever 21. Look at that faded movie tickets. & my favourite are the stirrer from Manhantten Fish Market and Vintage Delicafe. Opps. The latest one is the napkin from Sofra with cute note there. :) I simply love all. <3






It was blur cause I use night mode and it need a tripod stand to take a beautiful pictures. Since I'm so lazy to take it from my room, I just took this beautiful moon just right in front of my corridor accompanied by the wind. Looking at the moon, I can find peace in it. Subhanallah. Look how beautiful the creation of Allah is.



Last but not least. Man Utd vs Liverpool. After the final whistle, Man Utd 2 Liverpool 1. It was a good game although I watched the 2nd half of the match. I was asleep since 6pm just now and only woke up at 930pm. See, my body need more sleep. Need more rest. This is how I spent my Saturday at home. Sleep while I can. :) Anw, Glory Glory Man Utd! :D Heck care to all the liverFOOL fans. They just being jealous. Booooo. :)

I'm done typing at 12:00AM.

Unhealthy & Healthy

According to my desktop clock it's 12:31PM already. I woke up at 9am just now and truthfully, I am still tired. Came back home yesterday at around 1120PM and mom was not happy. Opps, I just did it again. *shrug* How can I not reach home late? Finally, after months of not meeting my good friends, we met yesterday for a dinner and we had an adult conversation until we didn't noticed the timing. It was nice meet up and how we wished Khai could come. Everyone is busy. Seriously busy and I hope we could meet on the 28th even if it's a 50/50 situation for them. :)

Enough of yesterday. On Wednesday night, me and Khai had a dinner date over at Sofra. I swear I never been that place before. The place was so nice and suddenly, I feel like I'm having a candlelight dinner with him and I repeatedly saying this to Khai, "cume takde bunga aje kat tepi" LOL. Well, I'm not a fan of a flower but when the atmosphere is like that, the miang side of me come out naturally. Feeling feeling nak ade flower lah pulak. :P Let's move on, we ordered Kebab and it was so delicious that I kept on making the "hmmm" sound.



That's my main course with a mini sword. lol :P



That's his main course. :)



That's our starter. Hummus. The taste was like OUHMYMACBURGER! :D





Trying to attack Khai with the mini sword but in the end, I posed with a smile. LOL.



Tak takut pun. Bluek. :P



My geram face. That night he just can't stop making me geram and confused. Grr.



This is what I'm talking about. :) Candlelight dinner. Hehe.





Alhamdulilah for the scrumptious Kebab. :) Thank you to you again.


We had an unhealthy foods on Wednesday night and come to Thursday, we had a healthy lifestyle activity together; an impromtu jogging sessions with Khai. <3 I didn't expect to meet him again until a convo between me and him through twitter. It was simple, he asked me and I replied him with 2 smiley faces. The best part is, it was during my school hours during my 2 hours of sports period. We jogged and as expected I will jog less and walk more around the Bedok Reservoir. How awesome was that? :D









It was a dream come true for the both of us. :D


Ouh yes, Happy 28th Birthday abang! :D A month to your wedding. Chey chey chey. :)



And now I'm missing you. Sigh.

USS & Us

A date. This is an unusual date that I will never forget! I don't want to say it as, "I will never ever forget for the rest of my life." Let's save that for later alright. :) Anyways, USS with Mr Khai was awesome. We had fun. We screamed out loud when we took the epic rides. We walked under the rain. We got soaked taking that Jurassic Park ride. We just had a lotttttt of fun! Thanks love for bringing me to such an awesome place. :D













The only cat that I'm not shy with. (Y)



Sayang kamu. <3






Lagenda of Transformer Rides. We Q-ed up for the ride for almost an hour. Being a patience couple we waited and waited and once we reached to the front, they told us that the ride was closed due to the technical faulty. Upset. Angry and I boo-ed at them. Throwed the 3D specs away. In malay said, mengecewakan. I whined a lot and lucky there's Mr Khai for telling me to be patience. Finally, we got an express tickets for any ride and Mr Khai kept the tickets for a better use. :)







"We get wet..together" I know it sound so wrong. Mr Khai said that. Haha. Geram.





In an electric sauna to get our clothes dry out. :)



Model.. Wait, what?! :P


Lagenda of Transformer Rides part 2. We were so happy because finally after hours of forgetting the Transformer Rides, it reopened back and wala, we just showed them the express tickets we got earlier and we tried our very first Transformer Rides together! I is so happy I wanna faint. We took it 2 times and I tell you, it was fantabulosco! (I just created that word to describe that it was fantastic. -.- lol) Epic ride is always an epic ride. :)













A hungry couple is always a hungry couple. Roar. :P




I just love everything on that day. Mr Khai was so tired and sleepy till he slept inside the bus and I have to "jaga" him. :) He's from work and he did not have enough rest and yet, he makes my day. And yet he still wanna have fun time together with me. Thank you very much love. <3

P/s: More post coming up. You never know where we went yesterday. Blueek. :P