It will never happen to me.

Greetings. I really don't understand why but as I am about to pour all the things that was kept in my mind in this blank space,it will vanish and I kept staring at this blank space here. It dissappeared in just a second. Haiz. I really wanna blog when I'm not working. But this memory box of mind is not responding of what am I going to blog about. Irritating.

Anyway,what make people think that this person is matured enough? You see,I really don't like people especially people aged older than me,can't think of solving his/her problems. I didn't say that you cannot share your problems to the others but in this case,this is more likely to be complaining and let other people solve your problems. Just pity at them. They are old enough to sit and think how to solve the problems. If the problems involve in their relationship and they were to complain to another people,I guess this is way too childish. -_- If you can't solve this,how you want to solve another big matters that is coming your way? One word of advise: deal! Deal with it and you will be alright. It's not you who are having problems but other's too. Think about it. [I know you will never read this]

I'll pretend that I'll never see him. If it does,it makes my blood rush to the top of my head. Stop day dreaming and do your work,Linda. Friend at work,wanted me to look at him and smile but I'm not that type of person who can eye contact with a guy that I like. Hehehhee. But,I can't resist by looking at him. How? Mommy,help me! The year 2007 feelings is coming backkk!!! Why there's a hot guy in my work place? Hahaha.

Stop here. Going to help my mother to cook. =D



Pss:I really don't want to see him! =\

Because I have only have them as my FRIENDS.



Including AK. =D Last Friday,met up with these kids like finally. Sabby msged me 3 days before the actual meetup and asked me what time I finish my work on that day cause she's really wanted to meet us up. Since I finish my work quite late,I planned to meet them on Friday and have our lunch together. I miss these people alot!

They are the one who can bring my smiles back whenever I'm sad. When we never meet like 3 weeks,we would feel restless and kept asking when are we going to meet? And once we meet,Sabby requested for a hug and shout each other's name like we haven't meet for yearss. I like it. We did some catch up session,playing UNO,camwhoring and talking some sense. Having a psychology student as a friend is great because I've learnt alot actually. Hehe.





We concentrate on the game and when Sabby's eyes gets tired and sleepy,we stopped and time for the flash light flashing at us. We laughed alot that day. Very loud and there's this guy sitting alone by the so-called fish pond was looking at us whenever we laughed. If you want to study,go to the nearest library. Don't stared at us,dude.







We should do a more proper outing with a complete set of friends. =D

Saturday,after my work,headed to Geylang Lorong 12 for voulunterry work at Jamiyaah. I was too tired to actually went there but I promised someone that I'll treat him something. But luckily not many people came on that day. I suggest the people should cancel out the names for those who did not came for the last 3 months. Ayo.



My tired and sleepy eyes. After our help out,the cousin and I decided to go to ViVo City to have our late lunch early dinner there and went up to the top for a chit-chat. She need someone to talked to as she's down after the breakup. She reminded me of me having the same problem 5 months ago. But,we have a different cases. Her case is forgivable and my case is not. So she talked about how she felt and I tried my best to advise her. Yeay,I did it! =D



On my dad side,I only have her as my closest cousin. =D And pardon me of my oily face. LOL.

About my working place. Some of them told me that the place is quite haunted and one of the staff was possesed by 'things' and she fainted during my off days. That Saturday,they did not tell me that they saw something early the morning and I was all alone doing my work while they went inside the room without accompanying me. Alhamdulilah, nothing happened. So,now I shall be more careful and recite some prayers whenever I feel goosebumps. =\



Shall stop here and get ready to work. When I'm free,I'll update again and I can't wait for 8/8/2009 to comee. =D

Pss: I don't want to bump into that F guy again. This is happening to me again and again and I don't want it cause I know this is not going to happened. So stop bumping! =\

Work is draining me out eventho my working hour is only 5 hours for partimer butt it is really tiring. The only thing I can do is that,went home straight and papppp to the bed. The only part of my body that is really worn out is both my legs. Argh,I need a massager to massage the tired feet. I wish! Yeah,I get one day rest today after 5 days of working.

If only they come to Singapore and not Malaysia,I'll be the happiest human being in the entire world. I'm talking about ManUnited. It's ok if there's no C.Ronlado and Teves on the team because I know the team can do better without them. They have another strong player like Wayne Rooney and the 3 new players that are going to play this coming session. One of them is Owen who's going to wear jersey Number 7! Coolio. If only they come to Singapore. Haha.

Someone asking me to watch the new Harry Potter this Saturday and I don't know whether to watch or not. I'm not a BIG fan of Harry Potter and if I watch,I will never understand the plot because I haven't watch the previous one. It's Saturday and the movie tix will be much more expensive and if I go and in the end I don't understand,it will be such a waste of money. So,should I go or should I go to sleep? Hehe. Infact I'm working this Saturday. We'll see how.

Home alone is not my favourite. Mom went to grave since 0830am and havent yet back home. Haiz,where is mom? =( I'm worried even she went with my uncle. Anw,I want August to come fast. I hope I can get my off on 8.8.2009. It's important day for me and my family. =D

I shall stop here right now. And Sabby,my blogspot is as per normal. I will update again when I'm free and when I'm not lazyyy. Till then,Selamat.

Life is so not fair.

I just don't understand why but as far as I know,I'm not the first and I'm not the last child. I'm just the third and second last child. But I always get picked by her and scold me without any valid reasons. For goodness sake,I just came back from work and had my dinner and out of sudden she just burst and shouted at me like as if I'm in the wrong. WTH. Not once by many times. I get this scolding from her. I hate this kind of treatment. Very much. Just because I didn't do one particular thing which I can do laterr,she said things that was very offensive. How many times did other girls did their chores? How many times did you scold this 2 girls? I saw none. All I can heard is that you kept complaining to me about them. When it's my turn,you haizzz.

Anw,yesterday the stupid manager conducted an urgent meeting for the staff and she spotted my attire. Yeah,I should break the rule at my work more often. I was so shocked when the person incharged finally voice out what she felt after she heard some rumours made by the other leaders who are not satisfied about her. I wanted to laugh because they are reacted childishly. They like what,50 over years old same age as my mom and they jealous of each other? Come on,you get the same pay as her and why the need of talking behind her back? I just shooked my head and don't want to know about what happened earlier on. In my heart I said,"Da tua tua pun nk gaduh?" Whatever. I work there for less than 5 months and I think during the eve of Hari Raya I shall stop. Stop the argument please. Lucky my mom is not like that. -_-

This weekend no off for me. 2 days straight working till Monday and my off will start next Tuesday. I'm bored. I hate to work on weekends when my day supposed to be fill with the family not work. I hate to work at night. But I love to work early in the morning. =D

I'm feeling so down today. Feel like shouting on top of my voice but I can't. Haiz. I need my friends now. Hope we will meet as what we've planned earlier. =(

God knows.

I guess I'm too tired and sleepy to even update my dusty blog here. Too exhausted to ON the computer of mine. -_- Anyway,last Friday and Saturday was superb. Last Monday,my dear brother had passed his TP and since we were too happy and proud for him,he decided to rent a car from one of his friends on Friday. Did I told you that I'm enjoying late night car ride with abang on Friday night?? Yeah,he msged me that day telling me not to sleep first cause he got a lot of work to do. Since I'm not that sleepy that day,I forced my eyes to stay awake for him. The rest of the family had gone to bed and left me alone. Well,the reason for him want me to stay awake was because he infact the rest of the siblings didn't have personal house keys. =)

The next msg I received from him was that he wants me to go for a short ride nearby. It was 2am by the way and I'm in my pyjammas and since he insisted on having a car ride,I followed him by sneaking out from the house slowly and quietly. I asked him to fetch me up since I'm tooo scared to even going out from the house. He treat me McDonald and thank you abang. =)





So on the Saturday night,my family decided to have a family fiesta at Ayear Rajah Food Center. It's such a loooong time since we have our dinner outdoors. We did not know where to eat at the first place cause all we know is the usual place that we always dined in. We planned to got to Simpang Bedok but we did not know how to reach there. So in the end we chose our usual family hang out so-called restaurant. =)



So,after we had our dinner,the parents wanted to go home as my sister don't have house keys. Like I said earlier on. I wanted them to stay and go somewhere else but they insisted on going home. What to do,left the 3 stooges in the car. LOL. We decided to go to Town area and abang drove till Marine Parade and we almost got lost there. Thanks ar abang. Hehe anw I directed him almost every single trip on that day. I'm goodd.



And he motivated me to take my licensed soon. But I really don't know when. But one day for sure. Insyaallah. =D

Working issue. No issue currently but from what I heard there's a political issue over at my work. Ouh well. What I care is that,I did my job and stay silenced till my work finished. Some of them noticed that I'm too quiet doing my job. Hmm. That's my etiquette of doing work. Silence. I decided to be ignorance. I'll start talking when they talked to me first and if they asked about my work. Other than that,sorry but I'm not interested and I really need to finish up my work. It's really tiring especially on weekends. :-\ I don't find my work an easy job to do even people find it easy.

8.8.2009 will be another gooood news to come. Stay tuned. =) <3

People at work called me Nur because there's seniors there named Haslinda also. I expected them to call me Has or just Lin but they called me by that name first so,bare with it. Rather awkward because noone called me by the name of Nur before. It's like I got long name to call and in the end they use my first name. Haha. Weirdo.

Pardon me if I talked about my work because I don't have any interesting stories to share so far. Anyway I need to go to the basement as well as level 2 like for every 1 hour. If I got no work at basement,I need to go up to level 2 to continue my other job. Wah,saya kepenatan nie deh. Haha. Actually,not that tiring because I took a lift every now and then. People kept asking me where is this at and where is that at. Like as if I know like that. But not to dissappoint them,I tried my best to aprroach them and say what really come out in my mind. Hehe. As long they say,ouhkey,thanks. =)

Yesterday was actually not a beautiful dream but it's a beautiful nightmare to me. I went to this guy's blog and read his entries. As usual,blog hopping is my fav things to do. But not always. Must be my fault because I took a nap between 6 to 730pm where all muslims people performed their Maghrib and must be the setans that I dreamed about him. He came not hurting me but the opposite. You know I know lah the word. It's really hmm,scary but beautiful. Can I have a guy like in my dream? I know the answer will be NO. Dreams came by for a night and will never come back. Haiz. Good guys:taken. Now I pretend that I didn't dream about this guy yesterday. =)

I'm off tomorrow and I hope there's family outing. I missed eating outdoors with the family. =(

So hows my work? The answer will be,an average for me. It's tiring for the start but insyaallah,I'll get used to it from tomorrow onwards? So basically,my work is depends on 2 shifts. Morning and afternoon shifts. Morning shifts I'll start my work at 8am-1pm and for the afternoon shifts it will be at 4-9pm. For the last 2 days,I started my work at 4pm. I get an aching thigh and hands for doing my work for 5 hours. But,I need to be patient because this is my first part-time work before I apply for school.

So many things happen at my work. Funny and sometimes annoying. Most of them are like my mother and they started to ask me what school I am currently in,what's my age and blah blah. Hehe. Ouh and yesterday one of them asked me whether I got boyfriend? *Slapforehead* And yeah,I said no,I don't have and guess what? She wants me and her son who's the same age as me to be together. -_- Ouh purlease. What? Matchmake company huh? I know they just KINDDING only. Hehe. What's important is that,I should ignored their jokes and focus on my work. =)

Btw,I missed my friends already. Arm went to NS already. We need to wait for 2 weeks before we can go out together and see him botak!! Sabby,Ak,how are you guys doing? Got missed me? Hehe.

Finally,I got to watch Transformers:Revenge Of The Fallen last Saturday. Two thumbs up for that action movie. I would be please to watch it again. =)





After watching the movie we went crazy. Taking countless of selenger faces and we laughed a lot that day. Headed to Marina Square after that and guess what,we almost got lost. Almost. Lastly,we watched fireworks and I remebered watching the fireworks with the IT1a peeps at the same location. Hehe. Fireworks is still the best to watch even if you watched it every year. BOOM!

I guess,starting from today,I'll get busy and I don't know if I can blog like always. I start my work today at 4pm and ends at 9pm. Some have already know where I work and to some who don't know,you can ask me personally.

Apart from that,I would like to congratulate him cause he made it! He made us proud. I cried in a tears of joy.Alhamdulilah,all his hardworks pays off. I am so proud of you because I love you. =)



...<3...

Yesterday headed to Shaw MacCafe to celebrate Sabby's advance birthday since Arm is going to NS on the same day as her birthday. I hope you like the card from us! =) Nothing grand just a simple mini meet-up,3 slices of different cakes and frappes. We were forced by Sabby to sing her birthday song which was sumbang. Hehhee.







Also,we coincidently wore BLACK yesterday. =)Ouhkey,mom is nagging at me. I shall stop and get ready for my interview today st 5pm. Gosh,I'm gonna lateee.

Transformers 2:Revenge Of The Fallen tomorrow!

=)