Pantsu

Pantsu, that's in Japanese for Pants. Yeah, let's talk about me and my pants. Long pants I mean. No wait, it is not something cheeky or dirty ok, it's more like FYI type. Haha. Ok go. :)

I've been wearing pants outside of my house since the day I wore my hijab. Since the day I know, where is my aurat are. Yes I wore it when I was in Primary 5 and when I go school, I have no choice but to wear school uniform. Skirt and with my pony tail. During PE time, the attire will be sport attire and I chose not to wear track pants because I chose not to. I still wore my shorts and I really mean short above your knee. Ok not so details please. :) For some reason, I was in Primary 5.

It happened the same thing when I was in Secondary school. Yes, for 5 years of my studies there, I did not change my school uniform especially the skirt. During my sec 5, my skirt still maintain it's length and size and sometimes, I wonder, is it me who have grown up or is it the skirt? Honestly speaking, I am very comfortable with my school skirt and the only time I can use it was during school period. Shorts for PE and I don't feel embarrassed at all eventho there's guys also. Both good and bad guys. I don't feel ashamed at all. Sometimes, I love wearing those and "merayap" to anywhere with skirts. And I was only 16 years old. Noone stops me too.

But when come to ITE, I remembered trying the school skirt after buying it, I tried and to my surprise, the skirt was so tight and short. The length is above my knee length and it was super duper tight and I felt like I'm a whore. Seriously. Mom was so shocked and I was a bit upset to the fact that why on earth did the tailor made this kind of super short and tight fitting skirt? Straightaway, after trying out that, I told mom, I want to exchange the skirt to pants and without any further qns asked, mom willingly change the skirt to long pants. Alhamdulilah, I get more and more comfortable with pants. That's when my un-feminine side appear. And it was during ITE DAYS. :)

I love wearing that blue pants. It's ok if I'm the only girl wears long pants instead of skirt. During S&W time, I decided to wear track pants as I'm comfortable with long pants already. I can walk, run, slide down the hand rails from the bridge, I can sit like a guy etc. Since that, I'm interested in finding a perfect jeans for myself. Jeans and more jeans and when I go out, I love to wear something like a guy. Tops with jeans. It doesn't matter if I wear hijab, there's always long sleeve top with baggy pants. Ouh I just loveeeee it. Until now. I love to wear it to anywhere. :)

This has got me thinking, deeply eversince I wore long pants to school. Just for me and Allah to know. :)

And at home, it is a MUST to wear long pants because according to my mom, I have brother and father and aurat is aurat. No matter what, to make it easy for everyone in the house, we are only allowed to wear long pants at home. No more shorts at home and I like it this way. It's a good practice that we wear long pants at home. It's not that hard and of course it's not that hot. If you can wear long pants outside, why not at home? For me, wearing long pants at home is a sign of respect to each other. This practice will continue even when I have my own house. :)

Long Pants FTW! :D